YUWEN's

Sunday, December 13

points.

hi sunday sucks at work. i knw ive been saying this, but IT SUCKSZSXZ.

i am seriously bored that i've decided to blog.
I hve no pictures here to blog because im using the shop's computer.
i've been surfing fb, twitter, blogs and all.
i went to watch the powerhouse vid which gera tagged us in.
AND I FEEL LIKE CLUBBING LEH HOW.
but no i cant, i need to save money for xmas. haisxz
last day of school tmr. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE & ITS HOLIDAY!
but sad cus holiday 2weeks + only
I hadnt meet all my friends for quite awhile.
but i feel like being homely and stay at home to disturb the babies.
i haven complete my FYP
FML
i think our team lack of communication
and mayb team spirit or smething.
whatever.
im eating milk chocolate, but it tastes so.... weird?
i feeel like eating, but im not exactly hungry. HOW
i want a lot a lot of MONEY $$$$$$$$$$$$$$
i feel that sometimes im taken for granted.
i dont like to be somebody's gf/bf's spare tyre.
spare tyre meaning = accompanionship only when ur bf/gf is not around you.
i like to be put in priority
it makes me feel so loved.
who doesnt like uh?
sadly im not in any priority list.
OKAY! I FEEL LIKE EATING TAUHUAY NOW.
HOW? ask jiahui ? or ask gwen. Hmm, OR BOTH!
text the later!
you'lknw, sometimes things doesnt appear to how it is,
but people like to misinterpret it.
i dont knw what im typing.
im just typing down whatever comes to my mind
okay, my backside is itchy. AHAHAHA
mayb i shld go for a break now.
OH got a customer say my nails veh nice. TEEHEE.
veh happy cus i did myself instead of a manicurist.
Oh i hate people who hang up on the phone without say bye. SO RUDE. NO MANNERS LEH
walau. fb keep having problem. cant enter.
Gt a auntie customer SO CUTE. the way she talk reminds me of my mom. LOL
IM hungry but donot what to eat.
Gwen is not free for tauhuay latersx
haven text JH yet.
i think if i continue typing this list will end up nowhere. HA
I THINK I SHLD STOP
WAH SIBEI HUNGRY. WILL GO GRAB SOME FOOD.
OKAYBYE! :D

Monday, December 7

fucked up

I'm someone who thinks alot, so much so that one of the reason I'm always pekcek-ing would prolly be because of this?

yes! I'm writing again because I'm thinking again. seriously annoys me alot. I gave in so much and never get much in return. you know? just like you feel like you're paying for a feast at a highend reastaurant expecting them to serve you that value of foood you paid, but in the end they give you kopitiam food. this kinda feeling YOU KNOW ?!

fucked up.

this is fucking endless because I always pekcek here and don't say out. omg I'm annoying myself off. I think I'm crazy alr.

signing off,
pekcek_annoying_irritatinggirl89

Saturday, December 5

mom's love.

A LITTLE STORY TO SHARE :

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "UUHH, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to come to Singapore to study.

Then, I got married. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mother came to visit me.

She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!" GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

"My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With my love to you,

Your mother’’.........

Wednesday, December 2

doesn't matter

A LOT of my dear friends has been nagging at me for skipping school. I REALLY DOWAN TO SKIP, BUT YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HOW LEFTOUT I FEEL IN SCHOOL.

Sometimes when i've already prepared for school and going out, i will change my mind and just skip school, i think school is like doomsday for me. im not prepared to be in school. im not prepared to face all the shits in school. im not skipping school because im too-tired-to-go.

IM SKIPPING SCHOOL BECAUSE I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE. i knw i knw, i brought it upon myself for skipping class so much and not getting to knw my classmates. but, i dont knw? low self-esteem maybe? i dont wan to turn in late and get a feeling that some of them are saying im a free-loader or im just there to stone whole day. i dont like. I knw i'll say this kind of things when i meet such people, thats why im not attending.

stopped for an hour

seriously everything is just so demoralising at the moment. the grades, the modules, the faci, the classmates, the team mates. whatever lah you name it. ive problem wiv every fuckin little thing.

i WILL TRY TO GO TO SCHOOL.

I WILL GO

i hope......

Labels: rants, sad, thoughts

Sunday, November 29

omg I'm at taka now waiting for Jiahui! jus finish work. well not exactly. I finish at ard 9 and when I went to the toilet and shit I realist I can go for express Mani upstairs! so I ran upstairs to do without bringing money ! heng got angie who brought ten bucks up for me. after closing went over etude house to look for yumin! finally met her after so long!! and yeh chatted for awhile and here I am waiting at taka. so do you all like this kind of boring post or pictorial more!? LOL and I think there's a prob wig my tagboard cus I always get double tag! it's lagggg so u guys can jus click once and wait for awhile before u exit my page okie! xiexie. omg after typing for 5mins she's not out yet. we're bf for tauhuay! kbye

Friday, November 27

love == friendshp == love

LIKE, SERIOUSLY?

without oxygen do you even think you can live to LOVE?

Some people are just quite stupid to think they cant live without love.

what is LOVE?

break up = drinking till you puke like a merlion ? swallowing panadol till you need to pump ur stomach ? committing suicide ?

OR SHOULD IT BE,

break up = friends being by your side comforting you? realising the love from your family and friends? New opportunities coming your way?

someone told me " why shld i be there when he/she is gona commit suicide? he/she is not even dead yet and we're making it like we're attending a funeral that everyone is supposed to turn up ".

HARSH words to our bestfriend, but true enough, it makes sense.

it left me thinking, should we really only give attention only when someone is out of love? or should we always spread our love to our loved ones?

BUT, spreading love to others,

do they appreciate it ? are they taking for granted?

why cant love be associate more wiv friends?

why must it be : LOVE = BOYS/GIRLS(opposite sex)

and not, : LOVE = FRIENDS, FAMILY.

maybe cus i hadnt experience it before. but from my point of view, why only look for love from friends only when u've fallen out of the BOY/GIRLS thing.

its just sometimes i wonder, why do i put in so much effort but couldnt get much in return.

dont friends appreciate ur love? or are they just madly deeply in love.

well, oh well. friends & love cant be a balance sometimes.

Labels: :), loves, random, rants, thoughts

Saturday, November 21

i got the feeeling

i got a feeeling to BLOG TODAY. i got woken up by damien at like 1+pm when i slp at ard 6+am this morning. But soon i heard calls of daphne calling for help in the room to carry her out of the sarong. HAHA. SHE'S SO HAPPY & CUTE TODAY and i took the camera and start snapping her! Here's the pictures!!

SO CUTE RIGHT TODAY HER FACE SO CHEERY. LOL

Labels: babies, family, loves

Wednesday, November 11

Johnne's 20th on July30th

I wanted to apologize for the late post(s), but i think i dont need to because,

THIS IS MY BLOG (:

anyhows. these are the pictures from Johnne's Bday. I KNW ITS LATE, I KNOW~

i remember clearly that the bday boy transform from HAPPY BOY TO PEKCHEK BOY.

because of long hours of waiting and unplanned night.

sorry johnneboy, u knw we love you. we still owe you one (:

well, just let the pictures do the talking.

oh! and Jacq treated me for Swensens before heading over to meet them at amk. It was a belated bday treat for ME. thankyou darling.

LOOK AT HIS FACE FROM THIS PHOTO ONWARDS!!

entertaining us only. TEEHEE.

RIGHT????? ALL THE PICTURES THE FACE HAS NO SMILES> hais.

jacq is SIBEI CAMWHORE PLS.

Labels: :), birthday, friends, loves, sexys

Saturday, November 7

so hows the new blogskin ? HEHE NICE??
anw, hope this new blogskin motivates me to blog more! :D
till then!!

Wednesday, October 21

hahliew! am suppose to be sleeping but just felt like blogging, the medicine's I just ate haven make any drowsy reactions to me! argh pls come soooon. ANW, gotta be in school @11am for fyp! so boring!
there's quite a few issue i've been wanting to rant but I keep feeling this isn't that correct ground to do so.

was 'diagnose' with being to stressful with myself and causing my body to work weirdly. I think I've been keeping too much to myself, too much. so much that even if I wanted to say, j wouldn't knw how to start of even where to start of with. yaya, I'm the emo kid yo! I really miss being a carefree kid. miss doing things without worry, miss talking without thinking, miss the simple life, miss the friends I once held so close.

lastly, I really think this friendship is nothing to you, go live in your far away land and we shall just be acquaintence and nothing more. I'm so disappointed. you can say the same thing to me, it no longer hurts. everythings' numb in this cold and cruel world.

Thursday, October 15

double Ds.

Have been so long since i last posted the babies photos,

ENJOY! :D

Labels: :), babies, family

Wednesday, October 14

new pedicure!

Pedicure wiv AhChoo !

rush bck home after school for pedicure, was too early so we nua-ed ard at home,

now both our toes hve a "garden".

next time we shall just tell them dont use green color luh hor. HAHA.

PS: i knw my toes/feet is ugly. no need remind me of that & my cutesy lil toenails. HAHA

Labels: mani/pedi

Friday, October 9

hi i'm in class doing nothing. First week of school just pass so quickly. i was surprised by my waking hours, i'm like on time everyday except today for the freaking jam. TSK. first minus 0.5 of the semester. i've like blog-hopped almost every blog i read and ive nothing to do now. HOW RIKE THAT. i keep refreshing my twitter page and facebook to find new things to read, but sadly no one is like active nowww.

Last team on presentation now, then 6P then..................... FYP -.- much dreaded. i hope i can just run home and jump on my bed and coma till tmr. HAHA. im meeting sexys later at night after FYP @ amk ! yay, ages since we all met up tgt. misss you guysxzs

wha fuck i having headache alr, i cant skip fyp :( the project seems quite difficult and a lot of criteria to fulfill BUT MY TEAM MATES SAY VERY EASY. tell me they're smart, not crazy.

i miss my people. school starts, end of freedom to play-til-you-drop timing.

i miss secondary school, really.

WHY*

why people lie?

why people must tell other people about you?

why other people but come back and tell you that some people talk about you?

why are there these kind of people around?

why cannot listen already then just shut up?

Monday, October 5

i was reading back my entries, and i realise i was expressing myself way better before.

i didnt realise, because i thought i was doing it like before, and i myself saw a difference.

now, my posts are like decreased to around 5post per month? and mostly are like pictorial form.

perhaps im just lazy, and yeh, sick of everything.

i ate my words. i dont knw if i'll regret it or not.

Labels: random, rants, thoughts

Thursday, September 24

20th Bday Part3. bowenloves.

I know this is like super late. but, better than nothing right... LOL

I'll like to thank my bowenloves for making an effort for my bday. It's the 2nd year and the surprise never fails to shock me. HAHA LUB YOU GUYS DEEP DEEP OKIE.

I remember hanxiang had afew drinks before coming & he was exceptionally high that day! HAHA

WE SHY LEH.

THANK YOU SHIRLEY <3>

playing wiv the candles at swensen -.-

checking something? i forgot. HA

HELLO :D

gossiping. HAHA

we shared (:

After eating, they left for "TOILET" and came back with hugeass hellokitty & a cake!!

i was totally too shocked for words just OMGOMGOMG. i swear the whole restaurant was looking. SO SWEET OF YOU ALL♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Ying cropped out the pic to put on cake. PLS, NEXT TIME CHOOSE NICER PIC CAN. HAHA

I dont knw what i was doing. HA

there! the hellokitty! ♥

me wiv my surprises! ♥

Thanks PEOPLE!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

making a wish, i look constipated -.-

BLOW WIND BLOW

the knife got HEART SHAPE LEH!

got paparazzi, but im always ready! HAHA

XIEXIE LOVE.

THANKYOU AUNTIE WEELEI.

XIEXIE SHAN meimei. HAHA

THANK YOU GERA!!

♥ YOU ALWAYS YING, thank you for all the planning ♥ ♥

helliew chiat. dono what he did to mke my face liddat. HAHA

XIEXIE RONGCHOOOOON.

the girls ♥ ♥

another one cus hello kitty block huili. HA

♥

thank you HANXIANG.

TERIMA KASI HAFIFI.

CUT CAKE ONLY.

MY BIRTHDAY WHY YOU SO HAPPY! HA

ying look horrible but i think we looked GREAT! (:

HA, they look like twin. SAME SMILE SAME SPEC. HA

block at the entrance of parco to tke picture -.- HAHA

was REALLLY shocked when i saw him. HAHA. i mean when i jus reach luh. thanks dude for making it ! (:

Jam outside partyworld cus we were deciding whether to sing or not to.

Cut cake for those who are leaving!

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN. I SWEAR THIS PIC IS FUCKING GAY. HAHA

mens' talk.

ITS MINE OKAY!

hanxiang why you so happpy.

chiat + kitty = GAY

hanafi looks like kitty is his new gf. lOL

ALL THE CALEFARE BEHIND WHILE WE TAKE PICTURE

they are like beggar sitting there waiting for ppl to give them money HAHA.(THEY SAY SO THEMSELVES)

they scare hellokitty will be cold -.-

EVENTUALLY WE ENDED UP IN KBOX@CINE.

2 idiots !! HAHA

shirley damn camera ready uh!

FARHAN ERXIN.

what a purrrrfect match!

I called Indren to say we're celebrating my bday and then the next call he made was saying he's at cineleisure! SIBEI ON, i LIKE. thanks dude!

like i say, we promote racial harmony ! HAHA! ANW, farhan look fucking gay!

Thanks girl for making to the ktv even though you dont sing at all ! :D

HELLO

i think we were too bored.

i was bored, so took alot of photo with kitty! HAHA

Everyone wants a piece of kitty!

i toldya...

hehe. paiseh ah.

she tends to look ugly. LOL

their "expensive" letter cus its written by a mont blanc pen. HAHAH

they think i like hellokitty ALOT. lol.

thank you xuelililili.

VERY NICE (:

at the end of the ktv session everyone was so drained.

tired face.

he say he like his left profile better.

indren says kitty needs a smoke too.

the cake ended up like this!

THANKS TO YOU PEOPLE I HAD A WONDERFUL CELEBRATION!! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE OKIE. srry im rushingout, thus not much caption at the back.

Labels: :), birthday, bowenkids, friends, loves, pictures